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SUNDAY OF THE PUBLICAN AND THE PHARISEE
St Luke 18:10 -14
Today we signal our approach to the Great Fast by opening the Service
Book of the Lenten Triodion and inwardly we sense a change approaching
in which we are urged by the Church to stop, look inside and return
to ourselves and God. These prefatory Sundays (before the Great
Fast starts on Forgiveness Sunday) are designed to show us who we
truly are, how far we are in fact from what we can be in Christ
and to inspire us with the vision of the beauty of God
to continue the race set before us, to use St Paul's language, with
all the effort we can muster.
The first picture placed before us is that of the Publican and
the Pharisee going to the Temple to pray. The Pharisee thanks God
for where he is in life and for what he has achieved i.e. for his
spiritual uniqueness and superiority. He is distant from other people
and separate in more than one sense and this makes him cold, insensitive
and aloof. But according to the Lord's words elsewhere it is spiritual
blindness which is at the heart of all this and in dire need of
healing. In contrast the Publican or tax-collector, who as a professional
group Christ did not seem to mind in the Gospels since he had one
as a disciple and another, Zaccheus, as a close friend, (perhaps
we might guess because the Lord probably paid no taxes)
this
man stands at a distance like the Prodigal Son in next week's Gospel
and is too ashamed even to lift his eyes to heaven. He knows the
full meaning and weight of his sins. He simply beats his breast
as a symbol of how much he condemns himself and cries out the words
which we, as Orthodox Christians, are taught to utter without ceasing,
awake or asleep, at home, in school, at work or in the supermarket,
"God be merciful to me a sinner" or "Lord Jesus Christ,
Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner." The conclusion drawn
by Christ at the end of this parable is: "Every one who exalts
himself will be humbled, but he who humbles himself will be exalted."
Or to paraphrase the verse which is not read but which introduces
this parable: "You cannot trust in your own righteousness simply
because the reality is that you don't have any."
Now there is one interesting item which is missing from this parable
and that is that there is no mention of the Publican crying in the
text. Elsewhere in St Luke's Gospel we read about a woman, a known
sinner, pouring a jar of alabaster ointment over the Lord's feet
and wiping his feet with her never ending tears. And the Lord comments,
"She has wet my feet with her tears
.Therefore I tell
you her sins, which are many, are forgiven, for she loved much.
And here we are beginning to touch on a deep spiritual relationship
between tears and love. Tears are a genuine sign of love for God.
That we all cry is not in doubt. Even stiff upper lip Englishmen
do it in private and women do it best. But how freeing to be in
the presence of the Slav or the Latin peoples who weep spontaneously
and unrestrainedly and feel no shame. The causes of tears are many
and the Fathers have much of interest to say about them. There are,
of course, tears caused by human tragedies and immense joy and on
the other hand there is what the Fathers call the spiritual gift
of tears.
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All of us will have tasted this at various stages in our spiritual
lives, perhaps when we experienced a sudden conversion to God or
a return to Christ whom we had neglected like the Prodigal. We will
have experienced it in shame when God has caught us in our sins.
For the Fathers tears are an indication of genuine repentance and
this is the greatest gift which the Holy Spirit can give, since
it drives us out of something to which our attachments are deep-seated
and clinging into the freedom of God.
You may remember St Augustine who was
living an immoral life with a woman crying out in his Confessions,
"Save me God, but not yet". And if you read on, there
is more crying to come before his release. The Fathers recognise
that there are many emotional and psychologically induced reasons
for tears, which have to be distinguished from the divinely inspired
gift, but St Isaac the Syrian writes that "weeping by itself
is a partition that separates the soul from the maladies of sin".
Hence this is such a powerful gift and sign of the Holy Spirit since
change or deliverance follows inevitably if the pain and repentance
are genuine. Now repentance is what we are considering as we come
to the Great Fast. And it is the full sense of metanoia, change
of mind, deliverance, healing and freedom that we are exhorted to
pray for. A sick patient cannot coerce or force himself to get well.
This is the job of diagnosis and the correct treatment. Similarly
in the spiritual life we can and no doubt do force ourselves, most
especially to pray when we least feel like it, and this is right
and proper. At other times we can only honestly say coldly and rationally,
" Lord, I am going to sin now in the full knowledge that it
is wrong. Forgive me and save me."
But repentance and inner healing of our spiritual illness is a
gift from God to each of us which illumines our spiritual darkness
and partially cures us of our blindness. We can try ourselves to
trace our sins to their root cause, which is often something quite
unexpected, and we can enlist the help of a spiritual doctor or
staretz but ultimately this repentance is given at the Lord's discretion
and to the extent that we can bear it.
We are now entering the period when as a Church and a Community
we are told especially to pray for that gift of repentance for ourselves
and for each other. In the prayer of Thanksgiving to the Mother
of God after communion we shall pray to her for 'tears of repentance'.
These tears according to St John Climacus penetrate to the inner
chamber of God and are the mother and daughter of prayer. They have
the effect of purifying us, are full of love and God cannot resist
them. Fr Matta Al Maskeen writes, "Tears which cannot change
the stiffness of princes, can arouse God's compassion".
"Turn your eyes from me. They overwhelm me." (Song of
Solomon 6:5)
May God grant us all a portion of this wonderful gift for healing
of soul, mind and body as we travel through the Great Fast together.
Amen
Sunday 20th February 2005
Bentham
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